destiny_key | Recolle

omg!!!
yes i remember that poem!!!

im sorry i dont remember who the boy is though :(
i dont remember any boy whos not dante tbh
but i remember the poem though!!!

:0 omg!
we have a shared memory then, i guess! thats exciting
maybe i knew you and dante??
and if i let you read it we might've been good friends :Ia
god this is gonna bother me tho
i feel really bad about forgetting him even tho technically i've forgotten everything, but i think that feeling is part of the feeling i got upon remembering writing it

im sorry i cant help more :(
but that would be cool if we were friends before!!!

i kinda get what your feeling though
im sure theres lots of people im forgetting from that past life
ive only seen like bits and pieces
but i dont remember any parents
and i dont even remember my brother

that's okay i'm sure i'll remember eventually
that's how this all works right?
it's nice to think i have a buddy to go through this process with though :)

it's definitely weird to think about how we have this whole other family we don't even know about... all these friends and people that impacted and shaped our lives that we can't even remember now
i'm sure it'll all come together eventually though!

is your brother on the network too?

yeah
i dont know if he remembers anything though

but its like
were twins???
so youd think id remember him at least a little

do you guys not talk lots? you can ignore that if its too personal tho

[but it seems weird that twins wouldn't even talk about the things they remembered together? if she had a twin sister she probably would've been talking about this whole thing with her. but also like, she's never had a sibling experience in her life, soooo.]

there's plenty of time left to learn new things tho!
maybe you just haven't had the right trigger yet
or maybe the world is saving the best for last

[He's just gonna. Go ahead and take you up on the offer to not talk about that. Sorry, Marina, but he just doesn't know you that well yet.]

yeah maybe
i wish they wouldnt though
just give it to me all at once so i can stop being confused

or
i guess i dont want to say i dont want to remember at all
since thats not fair to you guys
but also its hard

at least give like a good chunk of it a month, our brains might like, explode if we get it all at once

i haven't been here as long as you have so i guess i can't fairly say whether or not i wish i would or wouldn't remember these things, i know i'm at least pretty anxious about it tbh, but i think you're entitled to feeling that way
because the idea of this whole past life thing and remembering it and having all these confusing memories muddling around in your brain IS hard
i mean again i'm new to this all but
it kind of feels like it would be hard to have a good grasp on yourself?

i mean
youre right
but also thats not really what i meant
im not having like identity problems or anything

just like
not all of my memories have been nice
and i keep getting all these powers and all these things about fighting
but i dont really want to fight
ive had to fight a few times so far but mostly it was so i wouldnt die
or so that someone else wont get hurt

thats the part thats hard

yeah that... sounds pretty tough
it's easy to say "you don't have to if you don't want to" but that's just not the case when there's lives on the line and you have the ability to stop it, huh?
and you can't cherry pick your memories to ask for no more of that part, please
especially cause if you keep fighting you'll probably keep getting more memories back of it?

yeah
id rather just sleep forever
and just not have anything else to do with this

but it doesnt work like that i guess

[that sure sounds like depression my dude]

i don't blame you at all
i guess you just gotta make the best out of the worst, as hard as that is
and find some good friends to support you

[You have no idea, Marina.]

well i mean
its not like everything thats happened has been horrible i guess

ive met a lot of interesting people on retrospec

yeah, you've met me ;) (imagine i am doing finger guns here in your mind)

but no yeah seriously, you've got a great community behind you!
so far as i've experienced anyways

lol XD

yeah theres some really nice people on the network
i think youll fit in really well!!!

everyone i've met so far has been really funny and nice, it's been fun talking to them
it's been fun talking to you too!

thanks!!!
youve been really fun to talk to too

theres actually not that many seniors on retrospec???
so its neat to meet someone my age lol

yeah most people i've talked to are in their 20's
i did meet someone a year younger than us tho!
his name is hinata, he's very quirky, he's in my home ec class i discovered
i guess i'll have to find all the other seniors tho

i think i know who youre talking about???

yeah theres a bunch of other high school kids
especially in the year behind us
theres even some middle school kids!!!
i talked to a girl who was like 12 or something
but not very many seniors

orange hair, infectiously peppy?

whatcha got against the graduating class, retrospec
it's a little concerning to know there are little kids in here too tho :(
i hope they have nice memories

is he on the baseball team???

and yeah :(
i really hope they dont get dragged into anything terrible

i'm not sure :Ia i guess i'll have to ask

i guess it will just have to be our jobs as adults or near adult type people to protect them!!

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